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Location: Ipoh, Perak, Malaysia

i'm a gurl, slightly vertically challenged, i lurve starz, i'm happy.. =)

greetings from melbourne!
Saturday, June 30, 2007
my 1st blog to be posted from melbourne!! ~woo!
so, why am i so free to blog when i'm supposed to be holidaying around in melbourne? its bcoz they're all on the Great Ocean Road trip and since i've been there before i'll just skip this activity lor..that's why i'm blogging now to kill time..
1st night in melb and i received a bad news..well, not exactly BAD news..just sad news..that my cell is all split up and none of us are remaining under our cell leader anymore..ahh.so sad right..but then, the brighter side is that most of us are still put under the same cell though..but i'm without yeefang, jac and cheahyen adi..no more sitting together with the same gang of ppl during sunday service, no more eating lunch with the same gang of ppl, no more playing badminton with the same gang of ppl, no more going to freo, or steamboat or whatever else, with the same group of ppl..its sad, but i shall take this as a chance to get to know the rest of the ppl in church..coz like u can see above, a cell will do everything together and basically just live in out own world..so how can i get to know all the ppl in church if i just stay in the same cell?? so yea, i suppose its good to have rotations..
but i would really like to appreciate lawrence's cell members for everything they've done..for being there to share my problems, to hear me out when i'm down, to teman me play badminton when i always say i fat adi, to listen to my bekchek-ness with pharmacy, and how the printer boycott me, and most of all, to support and encourage me for idols..throughout the whole idol season, u all were there to be my practice audience, to choose the suitable baju, (fashion show in iris' house..) to choose the suitable song, and also to make me up..face, hair and all..will never forget the times we had..it'll be hard to re-group this gang of ppl for outings or what, but hey, there's msn right..keep in touch that way..
omg why i so sad in melb?? i'm supposed to be on holiday!! ok i shall stop emo-ing and enjoy the weather in perth..ahh the wind is so strong.. =)


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 9:27 AM   2 Comments


Monday, June 25, 2007
I'm going to melb tomoro nite!!
~woo!!


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 8:42 PM   0 Comments


embarrassment
Saturday, June 23, 2007
have u ever experienced forgetting ur lyrics when u have to perform, or worse still, the tune altogether?? lyrics perhaps..but forgetting the tune of a song which u've been practising for dunno how many times sounds quite impossible right? but no..i'm here to testify that IT IS POSSIBLE!! that was what happened to me yesterday, in front of, i dunno..probably more than a 100 ppl!!

u see..yesterday the church had a combined cell meeting in conjunction with cell leaders' appreciation, which the cell leaders had no idea about..only the zone supervisors planned this and told all the cell members..so my cell came up with a cute (and kinda lame lame dei) song for my cell leader, lawrence..a few of us composed, and practised until we were so sick of the song!! and since there were 5 stanzas, 4 will be sung solo and the last stanza will be sung by everyone..i was supposed to sing the stanza i compose..but what happened?? i forgot how it sounded like!! i know it sounds stupid and impossible, since i've been singing it to myself the past dunno how many days..and for the song to sound as simple as just a nursery rhyme (though it wasnt a nursery rhyme tune), plus the other 3 ppl who sang their stanzas before me, i just went blank!! i started the 1st sentence, looking at the lyrics, but i couldnt finish the sentence!! i just FORGOT how the end of the sentence sounded like!! and reflex made me say "aiyok..how does this sound like ar? i forgot la..can i sing again??" *looking at crowd and blushing* they laughed.. (duh..)

then i tried again..i sang the 1st sentence, and i couldnt end it again!! "yor!! why i cannot remember wan??" i said it through the mic u know!! everyone burst out laughing again..i didnt even dare to look at lawrence's face..!! gosh..luckily for the 3rd time, all my cell members sang it with me..coz i didnt get the 1st line through still..so i just 'said' out the words, and went on with the other 3 sentences..luckily after passing the 1st sentence, the rest flowed properly..otherwise..

gosh after that i felt like digging a hole and bury my head in it and never come out and see the world with all its ppl again..God knows how long my face was red after that performance..oh actually yeefang knows..she was saying my face was so red i looked drunk..embarrassing ma!! and as Dr Andrew Crowe says, in a sympathetic reaction, u cant control it as it is part of the autonomic nervous system..he used face flushing as an example in the lecture hall that day.. "when u go red with embarrassment, u cant tell ur face to 'no dont go red, go away go away!' " *fanning his hands to his face* i happily illustrated this yesterday..the redness just wont go away till i think half an hour later..and even after that my face felt so hot..

gosh the embarrassment..


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 12:45 PM   1 Comments


happiness
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
this feeling of happiness that exams are over is just so nice..the relieve and the regurgitation of everything that my brain feels so empty now..i just love it..now i can shop till i drop, or should i say till my wallet allows me to..sleep in as late as i like, eat lunch and dinner and chit chat with ppl without bothering the need to get back to books, and most of all, stop appearing off9!! i've been appearing off9 for the past like 3 weeks..and i'm so sick of wanting to talk to ppl but having no time to chat at the same time..
exams are over, and i will only start worrying about results when they come out..and THEN, i shall start studying for any supp papers which i have to sit..oh yea, i think i did pretty badly in pharmaceutics and human bio..sad case..but yea..i think there's a possibility..praying hard that it wont happen la of coz..aih..
well now is not the time to think negatively, so i shall look forward to all the plans we have for the winter break!! just this week alone we will be having bbq, steamboat, shopping sprees, trips to the beach, and most of all, the trip to melb and sydney!! ~woo!!! looking forward to that man..but say 1st ya..to everyone who'll be seeing me after these 5 months, dont laugh k?? coz i fat liao..haha.. =P
ok i know this is a lame post..but i'm just bored la ok..


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 9:38 PM   1 Comments


Friday, June 15, 2007
i've uploaded more pics on my flickr account..go check it out ya..hehe..
the new pics are from the 1st page till the 3rd page, "me and yan after service"..enjoy..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/luckystarz

=)


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 1:59 AM   0 Comments


pics..
Thursday, June 14, 2007







everytime after i upload a few pics also cannot upload more wan..
aih..i will upload again later or upload them in my flickr account la ok..


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 9:20 PM   3 Comments


~lalala..
Pharmaceutics is fun!! its the best subject ever!! everyone should take it to understand how fun it is..


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 5:40 PM   0 Comments


Monday, June 4, 2007
currently loving this song..sounds super complicated and deep..have yet to discover what it means..but sounds really nice after 5 long hours of study..esp the bridge..super nice album..all songs recommended..


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 2:31 AM   2 Comments


C.S. Lewis Song
If i find in myself desires nothing in this world can satisfy
I can only conclude that I was not made for here
If the flesh that i fight is at best only light and momentary
Then of course I'll feel nude when to where I'm destined I'm compared

Speak to me in the light of the dawn
Mercy comes with the morning
I will sigh and with all creation groan
As I wait for hope to come for me

Am i lost or just found?
On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way?
Is this a soul that stirs in me, is it breaking free, wanting to come alive?
Cos my comfort would prefer for me to be numb
An avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become

For we, we are not long here
Our time is but a breath, so we better breathe it
And I,
I was made to live,
I was made to love,
I was made to know you
Hope is coming for me
Hope, He's coming

-Brooke Fraser-


posted by ~luckystar~ @ 2:25 AM   0 Comments


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