Friday, April 27, 2007
i've finished uploading all d pics in 2 flickr accounts..so pls visit tis 2nd one ok..http://www.flickr.com/photos/jia_luckystar/
enjoy..
p/s: n pls drop comments here or on d pics so i noe got ppl c ok..
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 2:30 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Bold the statements that are true to you.Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 3 people to do the same test:
I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days. (coz no tv ma..)
I wear glasses or contact lenses. (wud like 2 wear glasses..but wut 2 do..my eyesight so gud.. =P) I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana. (erm..siao!)
I have been in a threesome. (no way!!)
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (i believe in honesty..but its not usually d best policy..sad..but wut 2 do..)
I have changed mentally over the last year. (i mature adi ok!!)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (4 wut..)
I curse. (i think d worse i do is "SHIT!!" or "STUPID!!"..mayb "DONKEY!!")
I’m totally smart. (oh pls..)
I’ve broken someone’s bones. (i where got so ganas??)
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (erm..i'm ok wif my appearance thank u..)
I need money right now. (no need..coz jpa's v nice.. =D)
I love sushi. (dislike it ok!)
I talk really, really fast. (i dun think so.. u tel me!!)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. (i do not gamble..)
I have at least one sibling. (yupz..my bro..)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (no way!!)
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID. (wut's caller ID?)
I like the way I look. (jz a bit too short..)
I am usually pessimistic. (no la..optimistic la me..)
I have a lot of mood swings. (A LOT!!)
I have a hidden talent. (i dunno whether its hidden anot la..haha..)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (am i??i dunno la..)
I have a lot of friends. (yay!!)
I am currently single. (totally true..)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (love talking..phone or in person..)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (nowadays yes la..coz cold ma..)
I love to shop. (can see cannot buy..)
Enjoy window shopping. (but can see oso enuf la.. =))
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. (no la..i cannot move on stage wan..hehe..in a group can la..solo means die..)
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (no way man!!wen we go out, ppl say we look like 'biscuits'..cannot differentiate wan..)
I have a cell phone. (i hv 2!!)
I believe in God. (oh yea definitely!!)
I watch MTV on a daily basis. (oso say no tv lor..)
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (i dun drink..)
I’ve rejected someone before. (sadly, yes..)
I want to have children in the future. (adopt can??giv birth v sanfu la..)
I have changed a diaper before. (bluek..no..)
I’ve called the cops on a friend before. (my frenz all gud gud wan la..)
I’m not allergic to anything. (my face allergic 2 biore)
I have a lot to learn. (duh..)
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex. (i dun think so..)
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past. (haha..significant other no la..crush mayb got la.. =P)
I have tried alcohol before. (yupz..smirnoff ice is nice!thx 2 kim who introduce me 2 it..kimloke i mean..)
I own the South Park movie. (wut's south park?)
I would die for my best friend. (dunno..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (i'm not so cheap ok!!)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (mj??yer....)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (halloween is jz another day..)
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. (dunno how many times i've repeated tis but patrick is d stupidest looking star character i've ever seen!!)
I am happy at this moment! (oh yea..coz 1 hr lecture oni n dats it 4 2day!)
I’m obsessed with girls. (i'm a gurl..i'm not obsessed wif myself..)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. (i dunno how 2 tie shoelace wan.. *blush*)
I study for tests most of the time. (i duwan 2 fail ma..)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can. (so painful n dirty n hot/cold n uncomfortable..)
I love sea turtles. (animals r not 4 me..)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup. (i dun make up..n i dun buy dem..ppl giv dem 2 me..)
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in an musical instrument. (wuts proficient?)
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant. (nv worked b4..)
I hate office jobs. (dunno wut they do in d office la..)
I love sci-fi movie. (oh yea!!spiderman's coming soon!!)
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (mayb later in life..not so soon..)
I fall for the worst people. (i hv gud choice la ok.. =P)
I adore bright colours. (orange is da best!!)
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. (dun hell here hell there la..)
I usually like covers better than originals. (ori is da best la..)
I can pick up things with my toes. (of coz!!who cant?)
I can whistle. (i've been trying 4 yrs..all dat comes out is air..tuneless air..)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither. (i hv recessive genes..)
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in. (i keep dem safely)
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (i dun think so..)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. (i'm not a monkey..)
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist. (i've nv gotten an A 4 arts..EVER..)
I only clean my room when necessary. (haha..yes yes..got cockroach, den nx day i straight away vacuum!!)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy. =D
I am an adrenaline junkie.
n i stab xtine, szeching n nooihoay!!
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 10:56 AM
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posted by ~luckystar~ @ 1:06 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
for some reason i cant post pictures..i have no idea y..i super pekchek adi trying 2 upload it 4 d past 1 hr!!it took soooo super long 2 jz try 2 upload dat ONE pic of me n cheahyen..i'l find a way 2 post my pics..but til den, pls b patient..i oso wan u all 2 c my nice nice pics.. =Pposted by ~luckystar~ @ 11:56 PM
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 11:04 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007
i saw brains 2day..REAL brains..yucky looking brains..disgusting..its a wonder how such a gooey looking thing can do sooo much in our lives..! seeing brains were 1 thing..but seeing heads wif d bek, top part of their heads cut off 2 reveal d cranial area wif NO brains were another thing!!plus another specimen which had d entire bek of his/her head completely cut off!!gosh..these 2 reali freaked me out..wif their faces stil intact..i think i'l hv nightmare 2nite..d sickening sweet smell of formalin was so strong i nearly vomited..n i oso had a few sessions of milisecond blackouts..!kinda lost my balance..reali..brains look bad in reality..wil b 'anticipating' eyeballs soon.. =sposted by ~luckystar~ @ 7:36 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Well, I guess d title says it all..i din win curtin idol, but I’m not mourning..so dun worry, every1..i can accept defeat..n I can accept dat in a competition, sum1 has 2 lose..wel, it jz happened 2 b me tis time..But of all things, i’ve reali learnt alot thru tis 1 month period dat d comp has been ongoing..d xperience n stuff I learnt, I’l alwiz rmb n treasure it..
It was my 1st time ever entering a nite club..i mz say I reali din noe dat d venue was at a nite club..disco style wif d dancefloor s my ‘stage’ n all..reali, I had imagined myself on a proper stage wif d spotlight on n I can sing 2 my fans down below..so glam..but it turned out differently..hip music wif flashy lights n bartenders standing bhind bar counters..n most of all, d ppl who attended n how they behave in nite clubs..i can say dat wut we c on tv is quite real..i guess my ‘reputation’ s being holygirl is tarnished coz I went 2 such a place, but I tel myself, dat I din go there 4 clubbing, dancing or drinking..its all bcoz of d comp..if it wasn’t bcoz of d comp, I would nv step foot in2 such places..sori if I offend ne1..i noe sum ppl do go 2 clubs..i’m jz saying bout myself, coz I’ve nv tot of myself visiting clubs..n I’m not saying ppl who go 2 clubs r evil or nething..jz dat I think if u all noe me, i’m jz not d kind who goes 2 these places n I think u wud b shocked if I wud 2 go rite..but yday’s event was quite controlled I guess..since it WAS a uni event, wif security officers doing their jobs well..2 d xtent dat frenz who came but 4got 2 bring their passports were not allowed 2 enter..tis includes Sylvia, who had jamal 2 drive her home 2 get her passport n come bek again..n yiemin oso nearly cudnt enter coz he wasn’t wearing d ‘right attire’..nv knew dat sports shoes were not allowed in a night club..
Neway, bek 2 details bout d event. Wun include everything tho..2 long 2 type..
We were given 5 sets of kinda horrible-looking jewellery sets sponsored by sum jewellery company which we were ‘requested’ 2 wear during our performance..4 of which were gold in colour..!i quickly grabbed d silver 1 n realized dat d earrings were xtremely long...SUPER long..nv seen such long earrings..so I asked if we cud oni wear ‘part’ of d set n not d whole set..coz d whole set wud b too much 4 my costume..its totally absurd..! d necklace was sooooo long n I wud look like terencat if I wore it wif those xtremely long earrings..it was bcoz d dress I wearing 4 my slow song was a v-necked dress, dats y d long necklace quite fitted...otherwise, it’d b weird s wel..
N den, I stupidly accidentally picked ‘number 1’ 2 perform wen we were drawing lots..aih..was xpecting 2 perform say 3rd, 4th of 5th..coz ppl tend 2 4get early performers..but wel, ntg cud b done..
So I jz got myself ready, went on2 d dancefloor n belted out 1st song, best of my love. I tried 2 imagine dat I was alone in my room, so dat I can act myself n danced like how I syok sendiri in d room..but of coz, I held bek 2 a certain xtent..i’m jz 2 shy 2 dance solo in front of 300 + ppl ok..i think every1’l faint if I let myself go..no1 has seen dat side of me man..n d amount I moved dat day was already much much more den I’ve ever shown 2 d outside world..
Comments were gud..xcept dat I din ‘move enuf n conquer d stage’..sori but I’ve done all I can do on ‘stage’..any more n I wud feel v not myself..awkward even..
N dat was d end of round 1 4 me..relieved, I din bother 2 listen 2 d other contestants, jz went 2 change n prepare myself 4 d 2nd round..
Wif more encouragements fr ppl n boosted self esteem fr previous comments, not mentioning d continuous cheers fr frenz which din seem 2 end, I went on ‘stage’ wif more confidence n sang my 2nd song wen I was announced, n gave it my all..i’ve nv sung my destiny wif so much intensity, n I pushed my voice 2 d max, hoping 2 drown d remnants of d ori singer’s voice in d minus 1 I did wif adobe audition..finally rewarded wif 2 bouquets of flowers presented by frenz..happy 2 hit all my high notes n not mixing up my lyrics, I eagerly waited 4 d comments n happily, I got v gud comments..
Judge 1: u’re a small gurl wif a powerful voice..v gud..
Judge 2: I cudn’t stop looking at u wen u were singing..i ‘felt’ ur song..
Judge 3: u picked a difficult song 2 sing..n u pulled it off pretty well..
*happy*
satisfied wif my performance, n relieved dat it was all over, I felt a wave of hunger..reminding me dat d last time I ate was at 11.30 in d morning.. =S
waited n waited 4 d event 2 b over, so dat I cud go 4 a proper meal..aft bout an hr of break, which in dat time, got a lot of false hopes, predictions n encouragement which made me feel sooooo xcited n felt dat I was reali in2 sumthing great, results were announced..n wel, s mentioned, hopes given were false, predictions din come 2 pass, but I knew encouragements were true fr ur hearts..i dun wan2 mention names n stuff told 2 me during dat hr break, coz it wud sound reali pathetic now dat it wasn’t how i was told it wud turn out..but it was truly a disappointment..i cud c d faces of frenz wen my name wasn’t mentioned., d anxiousness n d looks on their faces which were like ‘omg..she’s gonna b sooo sad..is she ok??looks like she’s gonna cry..!!’ wel, mayb ur stares din mean tis, but dat was how it looked 2 me..so frenz, dun worry, I’m ok, stil going on strong, n able 2 stand up again..
wel, it din turn out bad aft all rite..coz I managed 2 win d people’s choice award..which was based on voting..so I suppose, curtin idol placings, were determined by judges, but voting by public determines d people’s choice award..so, tq 2 all who voted 4 me.. =)
I can truly say dat tis has been a v fulfilling xperience dat I dun think I cud hv gotten fr newhere else if I din participate in tis..
For 1, I can say I dat I’ve BEEN 2 a bar/pub/nite club..wuteva u cal it..
Also, i think I’ve grown much musically fr tis comp..i nv knew I cud do so many things which I did in tis comp, eg singing fast song, which was my 1st time wen I sang jojo’s how 2 touch a gurl in d semi finals..wel, it wasn’t dat fast actually..but it WAS upbeat..diff fr those I used 2 sing..but best of my love was reali d fast retro kind n it is reali my 1st time singing such kinds of songs..i oso managed 2 overcame my fear of ‘moving’ wen singing on stage, sumthing I’ve nv been able 2 do last time..i rmb there was once I was supposed 2 sing a song in church, alone..i begged 2 sing it bhind d curtains, n a ballerina b put on stage 2 dance instead..i din mind my voice being heard, I jz duwan 2 look like a piece of wood on stage..but I ended up wif a kb instead..so playing d kb gave me an xcuse 2 avoid looking at d audience..jz stare at my keys n my fingers on d kb..looking at these..i feel I’ve grown..tis comp has reali pushed me 2 a whole new level..made me develop wut I nv tot I had in me..n for dat, I’m glad I participated..true enuf, I noe I wud regret if I din join in d beginning..
Gosh I sound like I’m emo-ing in tis post..i think I’ve nv posted such an emo-fied entry b4..so now 4 credits..
Yeefang, yijia, siawtze, candy, aishah, mira n jinming, basically my hsemates, thx 4 listening tirelessly 2 my singing..esp yeefang..i noe our walls r not exactly sound proof..so I’m sori if I’ve caused 2 wake up at nite wif my high pitch screaming..aishah, thx 4 d free spa treatment n facial n making me feel pampered..n oso 4 asking frenz like jamal n Sylvia 2 attend d event..thx oso 2 jamal 4 d flowers dat he sponsored..candy, thx 4 attending despite hving test early d nx morning..reali wasted a lot of ur precious time which u cud b studying..jinming, its ok if u din go..i noe u support me morally..
other intecians- jac, cheahyen, mich, lingweng, yityeng..thx 4 helping out in lets-dress-jiahuei-up sessions.jac, 4 altering n sponsoring d tube top..cheahyen, 4 making me look pretty wif ur artistic skills wif face paint aka makeup set..n 4 giving my eyes a nice kind of kena tumbuk feel wif d purple n brown shades.. =P
hsiuli, u look great dat day man..its a waste u din get best dressed..hehe..thx a lot 4 arranging transport 4 d others..otherwise they wun b able 2 go..u play a v imp role u noe..hehe..kiongzheng n yiemin..thx 4 staying n being there 2 support..heard u guys danced..haha..i shdve seen..
2 richard, thx 4 ur super loud cheers, loud until I cudnt hear d music n therefore I started my song late n I missed a few words..haha..but reali..wut they say is true..ur voice can make up 4 3 or 4 ppl’s voices..dem loud..n oso 4 ur sporting-ness 2 offer d flowers 2 me..
luqman, thx 4 all ur wishes eventho u cudnt come..i noe u mz hv ur reasons..
cell group members- Lawrence, iris, yanhua, fei, Kimberly, anna, jon, Janice, han ni, jenny, stephen, joe n gf (sori I dunno how 2 spell..so scared spell wrong) thx 4 coming n supporting..n postponing cell group 2 another time instead..it made all d difference in d world..lawrence, 4 being a constant listening ear wen I needed 2 talk n complain..n 4 organising everything..n oso 4 sponsoring d flowers too..iris, 4 opening ur hse 4 me 2 try all sorts of baju n 4 curling my hair..u do it beta den d klang hairdresser I went 2 last time..she made me look like goldilocks..urs was nice.. =) yan, 4 everything u’ve done 2 help me..in those last hrs b4 comp, u understand me d most music-wise, n u’re reali d oni 1 here I can discuss wif wen it comes 2 music..thx 4 being willing 2 overnite in my hse despite d short notice I gave u..jz 2 relieve my stress..n 4 d honey water which I din get 2 drink..hehe..sori..2 fei, thx 4 ur wishes oso n ur presenting of flowers..kim, 4 ur clothes which I like but I cant fit in..i’m fat u c..anna, 4 buying tix n encouraging smses..jon, thx 4 coming even tho ur test is NEXT FRIDAY!!janice..i jz love ur dress ok..thx 4 lending it 2 me..i was able 2 save soooo much money bcoz of it..n it jz fits d long necklace which I picked..n others oso 4 coming n supporting n all d nice words said..also 2 weiyan (kim’s cousin-not sure spelling too), thx 4 being a surprise visitor..n 4 kind words n supporting encouragements..reali appreciate it..yanjing, ur sms is v cute..haha..thx a lot..marcus, i was quite relieved dat u were d emcee honestly..coz angmohs tend 2 cal me 'jaihiu' i dunno y..so, thx 4 pronouncing my name properly.. =P n also 4 all d encouraging words too..
2 frenz in elsewhere- jingguo, thx 4 all ur effort in trying 2 find d songs..its ok if u din find dem..dun say sori..i shd b d 1 saying sori coz I alwiz mafan u..n oso 4 listening 2 me wen I rant n rant n rant..once again, take my secrets 2 d grave..szeching, yeam n wenjun, 4 ur calls n encouragement wen comp was drawing near..reali helped me lessen my burden..2 all others who came wif wishes n smses..tq all..xtine, nooihoay, peifei, chauwang, amelene, Jessica tan, Linda, boon, szehuey, michelle tan, christabel, christi..omg..i hope I din miss out ne1..
jane, tq too 4 ur constant support n encouragements..sue, 4 listening 2 my frustrations n giving me sound advice everytime I need dem..n oso 4 finding d song 4 me..reali..without u, I wudnt b able 2 sing my destiny at all.. =) n last but not least, 2 jess yim n kim loke..hope u gurlz read tis..thx 4 ur wishes d b4 d comp..hope I din disappoint every1..
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 1:41 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
ahh..i've jz finished 8 hrs of gruelling lessons 2day..6 of which were 2 lab sessions, 3 hrs each..chemi lab in d morn n pharmaceutics lab in d evening..chemi lab was ok..but in pharmaceutics lab, d 1 i got a 0 in my 1st lab, d supervisor who doesnt normally mark my work, came 2 my mark it 2day, n she was soooooo fussy bout everything, dat she cut 30% off my marks jz bcoz i wrote krebs solution on my bottle label instead of kreb's solution!!notice d difference?? its d tiny little apostrophy!! gosh i feel like whacking her man..its jz an apotrophy 4 gudness sake!!i'll nv 4get how 2 spell K-R-E-B'S solution ever again..
neway, wen i reached home n keeping my shoes in the shoe cupboard, i had d sudden urge 2 count d number of shoes i had, n 2 my surprise, i hv 12!!wow..more den wut i hv in akasia man!!hehe..gud gud..no wonder i dun feel i'm lacking of shoes these days.. =P
ok now 4 photos..
freo (fremantle) trip wif cell group:
neway, wen i reached home n keeping my shoes in the shoe cupboard, i had d sudden urge 2 count d number of shoes i had, n 2 my surprise, i hv 12!!wow..more den wut i hv in akasia man!!hehe..gud gud..no wonder i dun feel i'm lacking of shoes these days.. =P
ok now 4 photos..
freo (fremantle) trip wif cell group:
while waiting 4 d bus 2 get 2 d train station..
at the train station
d train station at freo
tis is university of notre dame..super gothic looking..
1 of d faculties..super freaky looking rite? like those buildings in harry potter..
tis is wut i ate..fish n chips..freo's specialty
i shared wif jon n stephan..
n tis is chilli mussel..icky looking..bluek..
but iris n fei said it was delicious..
iris n me aft eating..
me n jon at wif a fisherman statue..
sum of d guys acting cute..fr left: jon, fei, joe n stephan..
and then we went to d beach..
and they got an angmoh kid 2 take pic wif dem doing silly poses..
n den we took group pics..
and more group pics..
ok gtg cook..later continue..
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 4:36 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i jz came bek fr camp..which was AWESOME!! but i'm feeling tired n aching all over n i've got tests 2moro n assignments n homework 2 finish within these few days of hols left, so i cant blog bout d camp just yet..b patient n it'l come soon..wif lots n lotsa pics!!aih..missing camp now.. =S
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 7:42 PM
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
omg guess wut happened yday at 4AM?? i was happily chatting..n playing minesweeper..n den wut happened?? fr d v corner of my eyes, i can c sumthing crawling 2 d left of my legs, near my boxes..n i was like "O-M-G!! COCKROACH!!" freak the living daylights out of me man!!i fast fast off my laptop n all..planning 2 ignore its existence..n den i off d lights n went 2 bed..n den i jumped up..!!thinking.. "jiahuei..cannot..u cannot sleep lidat..cannot.." so i on d lights n saw it crawling 2wards my bed!!i'm like O-H-S-H-I-T.....due 2 desperation i HAD 2 cal yijia n she was so super blur n pekchek wen i finally managed 2 wake her up..!she grabbed her jayjay pamphlet n we both stared at my room door, hoping d stupid insect wud appear..coz neither of us dared 2 go in2 d room..so we stared n stared..n i was contemplating whether or not 2 wake aishah up coz she's not scared of cockroaches ma..but we jz continued waiting..n den OMG it appeared!!we were like so freaked out n screamed softly, scared dat we'd scream d whole hse down n wake every1 up..!den yijia started whacking d cockroach but d moment she hit it it disappeared!!omg..its super gud in hide n seek man..so we jz continued 2 stare at my door..n i decided 2 cal aishah's hp..so eventually she woke up n came 2 c wut was happening..n wen she came, d cockroach was running out of my room, 2wards yijia's room!!omg didnt i laugh man..but it din manage 2 get in coz yijia whacked it like dunno wut until it was totally flat n lying upside down..!n she had sooo much brains 2 use "Mr Muscle" (which is a stain remover 4 ur information) n kept spraying it d whole time she was whacking it..how smart is dat?? "spray at d body there ma..cockroaches breathe thru their body wan ma..since mr muscle is toxic, d fella wil breathe in all d toxic mai die lor..!!" true true..v sensible n logical of her.. =)tq yijia 4 saving my nite!!so i cud sleep peacefully..Zzz..posted by ~luckystar~ @ 9:28 PM
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
OH NO!!!I JZ REALISE I DIN BRING MY XTRA MILE MINUS ONE WHICH WENJUN N ESTHER DID 4 ME LAST TIME!!!OMG!!!shit man..i reali tot of singing dat song!!i've alwiz taken 4 granted dat it's there in my cd thingee!!omg..now wut m i gonna do???? AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 1:45 AM