then within a few emails, it all changed to something so sour. the only email i have left of u scholding me. the harsh words. breaks my heart. why did i even had the guts to open the folder and read the mails? after so long, i forgot how it felt to love, or to feel the hatred when u used those cruel words against me. Forgot the long cold war we had after suspicions arose and rumours started flying around. I bet u didnt realise they reached my ears.
u moved on. but i stayed around for quite some time. u might have thought i found it quite easy to forget and get on with life, those words coming from me. but in actual fact, i think it has been a harder road for me than for u.
now u treat me worse than a stranger. dont reply my messages, ignore my smses, pretend u cannot see me when i know u did. "I don't know why u have become like this" is what u said. i think this phrase would be more suitable if i said it to u now.
i am who i am today in this matter mainly because of u. if only u knew.
thank God u dont know my blog.
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 1:37 AM
thomas with bro and sis
with dayong in thomas' house
then he belanja us gelare!!! wonderful wonderful icecream!!!!
in uni, i ate this super nice citrus cheesecake for lunch!!
i went badminton twice!! this is my tuesday badminton gang.. =)
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jon, fei, lawrence, yan and me
play until shuttlecock also break..
i learnt super weird chemistry..ever seen any reaction sooo long before???
when we were bored in the lecture hall, we played these stupid games which we used to play in primary school..counting the percentages of who likes who.. =P
oh yea..and the highlight was, i fell down....... ='(
its getting better though..
oh btw, this was my manicure for the ball.. =D
posted by ~luckystar~ @ 9:53 PM
she thought life was very meaningless without a prince..and since she heard the fairytale of the frog prince, she decided to try her luck.....
suddenly..!!
but then??
just last saturday was the grace ball..in preparation for the ball, my housemates chose accessories for me..and dressed me up..
and jaclyn did my hair a few days before the ball..
yeefang plucked my eyebows a day before..ohh..the pain i had to go through..
plus makeup rehearsal a night before by yeefang..
and on the day itself..
the vickery girls plus yanhua..
there was dancing..
there were farnie 'indecent' acts..
there was champagne..
this is the pastor, pastor patrick..
and there were pics with many many ppl..which shall be posted in my flickr account.. =)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/jia_luckystar/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/luckystarz/
to follow chronological order, open the 1st one, and see from the 1st pic on page 6, to page 5 bottom to top moving on the 4th page bottom to top and so on..
then only go to the 2nd website..and do the same from page 3 somewhere in the middle upwards..
enjoy.. =)
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